As I sit down for what feels like forever, my mind draws a blank. Writing for a long time, was what kept me sane. Kept me grounded. And when that didn’t work I sought out other… more risqué alternatives. It’s wild how deep emotions are felt by us as people. I think about that constantly.Continue reading “Long time no write”
Author Archives: HonestRambles
New chapter and things
Yesterday was my last day here. A job that has become a part of me for the past 8 years. One in which I was challenged again and again, through and through. In every aspect of my role, I was met with discomfort, but growth awaited me on the other side. For the first yearContinue reading “New chapter and things”
So it begins,
As 2021 was coming to a close, the lull of grind culture and “new goals, new me” were all around. And I wasn’t really mad about it. Part of me knew I needed a little bit of a kick in the tush to get moving again. I had gotten stale. Comfortable. And I wished forContinue reading “So it begins,”
Validating my direction, tarot cards, and Tik Tok dance trends.
Today is Sunday. What social media, capitalism, and the world tends to deliver as self-care day. But for most of us that isn’t the case. In the life of a premed student, that’s an even funnier joke. Today I woke up with intention of working out, making my meal prep for the week, finishing someContinue reading “Validating my direction, tarot cards, and Tik Tok dance trends.”
Loving yourself first
When you look at us, what do you see?⠀⠀I know I don’t talk about my fiancé a lot partly because he likes to keep his private life private but I’d l rather like to keep him all to myself anyway 🥰⠀⠀Before we met, we had gone through the ringer with separate people. We had lostContinue reading “Loving yourself first”
Underlying skin
These past few weeks have been hard for me. Not so much so for the stress that comes from working with sick people.Staying on top of the health of others comes natural to me. A fast dynamic is what I thrive in. Always have. It comes from something deeper. A sorta of confidence I’ve alwaysContinue reading “Underlying skin”
Warmth in tomorrow
What a lighter day it feels this morning. Even as I write this,I still haven’t taken it all in. The moments of history being captured before me yesterday morning, still haven’t made their full impact. And then I saw them being sworn in.President Joe Biden & Madam VP Kamala Harris. And it was as ifContinue reading “Warmth in tomorrow”
Keep going
To the little girl that only had her mom and grandma to look up to because no one else looked like her.⠀⠀⠀⠀To the little lady who always had a big girl job to do even when she wasn’t completely ready.⠀⠀⠀⠀To the sister who had to stay strong and keep her head forward to set theContinue reading “Keep going”
The systemic loop that is now.
I find myself having so many thoughts. Many of which don’t really make sense or may not encompass an entire thought really, but they’re there. And they are screaming.There are so many emotions rummaging through my mind. Anger, pain, defeat, and distress. Imagining the world as it can be and seeing it as it isContinue reading “The systemic loop that is now.”
Lazy and the false implications behind it
This morning my day started at 10 AM. I never thought anything about this time, honestly it was before 12 PM so thought I was doing just fine. Yes my goal is and still continues to be for even earlier more like, 5-7 AM. It’s been a goal of mine for a long time andContinue reading “Lazy and the false implications behind it”
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